feghi

 

 

These past four months have been amazing. Beautiful. 
I think about midnight walks under starlit skies, when we hitchhiked on the back of a truck as the fullmon
glanced down on our resting bodies, hiking up mountains, motorbiking, looking down on landscapes, rock
climbing in waterfalls, you teaching me to play pool like a pro, bike racing, sneeking into temples, declarations

of love, confessions of fear, countless border crossings, staying up all night, hearing your heartbeat while
resting on your chest, tears of joy, tears of pain, obligations, dreaming, freedom. It doesn't matter where we are, because you make everywhere feel right. 

 I really miss you tonight. 

I don't know how long I'm staying in Bangkok this time. Just realised I haven't stayed here for more than 14
consecutive days since November-December. Before moving here I expected that I would be traveling, not
quite this frequently though. But I like this; the constant voyaging. I love it. 
I enjoy the 10 hour bus rides. I get this painfully delighting feeling the numerous of times my arms are soar from
carrying heavy bags. I like unpacking those same bags, greeting dirty laundry and worn out shoes, because it
means I have been somewhere, but more importantly it makes me realize that I've got so much more places to
go. 

Postponed my return to Thailand two times. Couldn't bear the thought of leaving, but now here I am,
breathing BKK fumes again. Left you only 16 hours ago. Want to go back right now. 

Tomorrow is going to be one of those extremely good days because I'm going to see you.
Bye bye Bangkok! See you again next week. 

 

Halleluja, the last midterm is over and gone!  And in two months(+one day) the last final is gonna be finished
too. Pretty nice yaaah. Had a class for about... 15 minutes this morning, after that I got back home and
boredom struck me. Sooo I took some photos. It started out nicely. 

I've named this third one 'Happy sunshine' I think it suits. And the forth one,
well, let's just label it as normal.  
Yeah ok.  Hasta luego! 

I know I'll be in the comfort of his embrace soon again, but right now I miss his presence so much
that it's almost painful. No not even almost. It is painful.
I'm feeling great still though. Being alive is freaking amazing. Just wanna get this last exam over
with already. Aight, back to revising again. 

 

Only one midterm left, managerial accounting. Revising like a boss over here.
Met up with Piano earlier for a nice big lunch at Moulin restaurant, in Siam Discovery. Very nice place! 
Less than 3 months left until I'm going to Sweden again. Looking forward to it so much! 

Sorry for the absence. I was busy hitchhiking, driving up mountains, making crazy dance videos,
visiting relatives, playing pool, eating steamed rice with pork, travelling, laughing. With my man.
I'm in BKK again since thursday, doing midterm exams. Probably not staying here too long though. 

 

One badminton class tomorrow and after that imma be sittin' on that bus to Cambodia. 

 

I think I belong with you. 

 

Woppie! Probably sitting on the bus to Cambodia when this is published. 

Pretty sure the border officers recognize me by now. 

Today is a good day. 

 

Tomorrow I'm saying good bye to this:

And Hello to something like this:

Well, only for three days but still. Can't wait to get on that bus! 

Can't wait longer. Fleeing the country once again. Heading back to see this guy in 3 days.
Going to stay busy and then before I know it I'll be sitting at some roadside restaurant
eating fried rice with you sitting next to me. I want to be in your presence all the time. 
 

 

Hey, I've got a throat infection. Had to go to the hospital earlier and get some medicine. And now I feel great!  

Here, I wanna show you the view from the roof of my apartment building: 

So I've been sitting at this café, watching this old man slipping in and out of sleep for the past two hours. 
Thought he was reading at first, as he had an open book in his lap, but then I realized that it's kinda hard
to read with your eyes closed. He woke up for the fourth time now I think. I love the surprised looks on his
face everytime he opens his eyes, realizing he's been sleeping. Adorable.
I should be studying but I can't seem to start. My heart is trying to convince me that I would concentrate
better if I changed location a bit.  Maybe to Cambodia? Yes, I think that would be a smart move. For my
studies, of course.  But ok, I'mma wait a bit more.

  5 days ago.

It's strange though. Going from spending practically every minute of the day with somebody,
to only hearing their voice on the other side of the phone. We went out with the motorbike the
night before I left, driving under the starlit sky. It was beautiful. Everything we've done together
has been beautiful. And I wanna do so much more together with you. 
Back in the City of Angels, walking amongst skyscrapers again. Have some studying to do. 

gaylicious, I miss you

I don't want to leave this. Us. 

Should be heading back to Thailand on Wednesday.